Turnaround!

What a turnaround from last night! Long story short, all kidney and pancreas tests turned out negative. The sudden bleeding could have been caused by any number of things and is no longer a big concern, whatever it was has healed!
However, the abdominal pain must be from my gut. When both my doctor and the lady who did the ultra sound pressed on my upper stomach is was extremely painful. So, I will be on trial medicine for a week to see if I have acid induced ulcers. If that doesn't help, I will be back to the GI doctors with a recommend for another upper endoscopy to check out my gut.
I am surprisingly not set back by this at all. I think the strength of relief that I got from finding out everything was negative just makes this all so much easier to deal with. I figure, hey, I've done this before, I can do it again easy.
Well, maybe not "easy", but emotionally and mentally, it will be very easy. :)

Oh and... this might possibly mean taking back the "r" word. For now. I will one day again own that! And it will be oh so worth it.