stupid emo rant

you don't have to read this, I'm just a stupid teenager.

tired of being treated like a stupid teenager at least.

Not fitting in or feeling very accepted as an individual and an adult.

Not being understood and really struggling on finding ways to get people to understand.

Like, I'm only good for certain things and everything else I'm supposed to be quiet and remain invisible from.

That's how it was in high school. I thought I left that.

Apparently not.

Whatever.

The only thing I don't know is how to deal with it.

So I appear stupid and immature because I don't know how to be around people I suppose. I'm always just myself, but it always feels wrong.

Even with my own freaking family. My parents. My sisters.

What the hell.

It's probably my fault. It always is.

I'll fix it when I have some freaking time.
Time? What is that.
It doesn't exist in my world, I'm far too busy. There's too much to do.

I'm handling my life ok, there's just a lot of unimportant stuff being added and I can't deal with that.

Do people not understand that I am not super woman? And I will break down if driven too hard? Do I need to say that? Or will that just be another immature and child like action of mine to add to the list hmm?

Again.

Whatever.