Bad Day :(

Today was just a bad day and I need to write about it somewhere. I can't keep it bottled up. I know some people will read this which is reassuring, I just need to get it out there somewhere.

Nothing really major happened today, just a lot of little things that kind of got me down.

I was a little late to work and realized too late I forgot my belt, a required part of my uniform. Easy fix, they have extra belts there, but I still was embarrassed and it's not good that the manager is the one who caught it. It had just completely slipped my mind.

Work was good for the most part, however I backed into something that pinched a nerve in my back that I can't reach myself and my back has been sore all day.

A few other things happened today but I won't recount them, I'd rather just forget about them.

There were a lot of dumb drivers out on the road today. I hate driving these days, I don't have the time or energy or patience to deal with other drivers. The speed limit is 30, that does NOT mean you have to go TWENTY the ENTIRE FREAKING DARNED way... because I'm LATE and I'm in a BAD MOOD, so MOVE IT!!! Gah.

Then I hate this weather. It's officially too cold for my liking (40 degrees with lots of wind. I hate it. And this will be considered extremely warm in just 2 months time. I'm NOT looking forward to this winter one tiny bit.) My joints especially hate it. My knees have been swelling. It's so strange when my knees swell, it's actually the back of the knee that hurts the most and swells. It makes driving hard, thus adding more dislike and frustration to my driving these days. And my ankles hurt, too. Ankles, knees, hips, elbows, back and shoulders. Those are the worst. Blah.

Also some things have happened and I just w/;;rigfdvdsaf;olkjf[oa4jfkdsl;jfwrieotjfes;fvawjurq;kaeds.mzs.fgk

I hate my keyboard.

Blah. I was trying to type I just need a good cry or something. Though I can't think of anything in particular that would be worth crying over. There is nothing specific that is completely overwhelming at the moment. I hate being a girl sometimes. But I really need a shoulder to cry on/lean on or something. I feel like crying would just make everything better.. but at the same time I can't and don't really want to. I'm not at the point of being overwhelmed, just at the point of being extremely tired of everything being tired and uncomfortable all over in general.

I either need a seriously heart filled cry, or a long deep relaxed pleasant sleep. With heavenly dreams. Dreams of joy and of my wishes being granted.

I guess I just need relief from my heart either physically or mentally, but either way it's gotta be deep.

Man this is dumb.

Does anybody understand this?

Friend on the phone. :) Will write later.